Monday, November 14, 2005

I’m not Paranoid; they really are out to get me!

Why oh why do I fucking bother?

I think one thing, people read what I think, and end up with either;

  • A totally fucked up point of view on what I was trying to say.

  • Taking parts out of contest, instead of looking at the whole thing as a complete picture.

  • Putting their own personal bias/feelings/experience on my writing and then claiming that’s what I meant in the first place.

If you want your own opinion to be heard, write it yourself. Read mind and then forget it, it’s not meant to be earth shattering, or life changing. It’s just stuff. Not manna from the Gods. It’s drivel, time wasting poppycock.

I am just writing down shit to make the day go by, until it’s time to go home. I’m not trying to enlighten or even entertain. I am just wasting time…

And yes I am aware of the irony, that by typing this out and posting it, and am adding more fuel to the fire, and that people will take this the wrong way.

I live in a happy place 90% of the time, inside my head is a fun, and carefree world. I like it there; it is an innocent and untroubled nirvana. Just leave me to my happy thoughts, please.

So can everyone, leave me alone. PLEASE.

1 comment:

Mikey said...